Saturday, April 10, 2010

固执


最近疯狂的工作。
第一天工作了15个小时,
第二天工作了12个小时,
第三天工作了9个小时。
我知道为什么会这样。
不是没有人工作,只是我不想回家。
说穿了,我怕寂寞。
回到家里之后,我可以有很多时间来想很多东西。

我不说什么。
觉得自己很矛盾。
不知道自己要什么。
我想继续的疯狂工作。
直到我撑不下去为止,直到我什么都不再想为止。
但是,家人的反对,让我无法这么做。
累了,就想睡。
自然什么也不用想。
睡醒了,继续的工作。
自然什么也不用想。
是不是人就是这样?

我怕寂寞,怕孤单。
它会杀了我。
又会有谁,可以帮你赶走寂寞,孤单呢?
答案是没有,必须自己去面对,不是吗?

如果我不是这么固执,所有的东西,都会不一样了。
不后悔,不敢去后悔。
因为这是我选择的路。
我一定要走下去。

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

300310




♥

When wake up , feel sakit perut .. very cham .
no work , then continue sleep ..
After 11+ , wake up and call my bebe's to hang out .
I have boring in da house ..
around 2pm + , I went sungai wang with Law ..
after that , go meet Yan and Kristi ..
finish KFC , shopping time ..
bought something back home ..
I like the shoe .. ^^
after that , go take photo ..
da tou tie .. long time didnt take and feel funny ..
enjoy today ..
back leisure , and go stemboat with Law at yulek ..
Very full that time ..
really enjoy today .
miss bebe's ..

=)

♥

Sunday, March 28, 2010

280310

this few day just simple day ..
I'm still alive now ..
without them , I can !
Just do it . I believe I can better then before .
after the day I cry , I have nothing also .
Just sometime the feel will not well .
Trying to no care them all the thing .
I done it !
however , that is my choose ..

simple day , Just work and work .
finish work , back home sleep .
that is my life right now .
no friend , no care .
no another thing .
save money , done my work .

nothing to say about all ,
Just post and tell I'm alive ..
=)

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

170310

finish work at matta fair.. really tired ..
but learn alot thing .. I'm happy ..
whatever people will think me what , I DONT CARE ..
like then like , dont like then dont like ..


=)

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

New


New hair style ..
Dont know why suddenly go cut this .. quite gao xiu ..
Waiting to Zoo ..
I want go ZOO !!

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

6M Gathering

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27/02/10
Nice gathering for this time ..
alot funny , alot chat ..
last time we gathering was last 3 year .. quite long time ..
and alot people ,but not chat alot , play alot ..
well , this time plan around 3 month ..Thank's Kah yen to plan it ..
go leisure wait kah yen at 12pm .. actually last day on gathering , I was sick ..
Sick so much , and that night still go out with mcd geng ..
well , I quite not well when meet up my 6M ..
But thanks who care me and keep asking me that I okay or not .. thanks alot ..
Go sunway Full house having our lunch ..
wait 30 min only get our place ..
when waiting , We go buy a ticket for movie ..
not so nice movie , just okay only ...
well , get the place to eat ..
then half eat , half chat ..
really chat alot and plan next gathering too .. xD
quite funny time ..

finish ate , go movie with 6M ..
after movie , all back home ..
I miss them so much .. and I love them so much ..
quite miss , really !
thanks who come on that day , another cant attend , please attend next time !
I miss u all !!
6M
girl's for 6M






I love this photo so much .. quite nice . xD
chuan , Xian , Xian .. xD
the girl same name with me .. Xian

another geng photo ..
Full house
6M

Me and kah yen .







Tart's , them said nice , But I have no mood to try .. ==
Nice !




The meal I order , eat abit then cant eat jor .. no more mood .. ==

Full house again !
the meal I order


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Guy's , we meet up next time ..
keep our gathering please !
miss ya and love ya ! ^^

Thursday, February 25, 2010

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well , chu ba is time to bai tian gong ..
sure , we need too .. so prapera all the thing to bai tian gong , and ready to bai lor .. @@''
that day , I still go out with my geng ..
went home , ready to help my dad and mum ..
finish bai tian gong , waiting mum to cook ..
finish ate , go sleep ... and next day going to work at early morning 8am .. @@
what the , I feel sleepy when work ..
start working now , and plan to change work too ..
Dont know wanna to change what , still thinking ..

today , T date me in 1.30pm .. actually he can drive , but cant found the car fey ..==
well , last , we go by train .. and we play the train too ..
very stupid .. XD but get fun ..
and finally , we went to pudu and he cut a nice hair ..
after that , go sungai wang for nothing .. law yat see laptop , I saw 1 nice laptop ..
quite like it , but need rm 1300++ .. still thinking ..
finally , T phone spoil jor when I finish sms to K .. @@''
go repair the phone and wait 2 days .. XD I going to borrow him my phone ..
go have my lunch at kim kary ..
nice lunch , but I cant finish all .. because I quite full on that time !
well , finish all , go walk walk .. then go back to connaught to meet up OC , L, J ..
we go lou shang at midah , I mean , near by my house ..
not so nice , can tahan only ..haha ..
after dinner , go pandan indah yam cha ..
what a full day , I out whole day .. till just now only back home ..
tired , need to bed , tomorrow work early morning .. @@''




nite !


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