that is me

ya , that is me .. what a bad mood , what a black face ..

but no body will know why I will like that ..

just because some one do me like that , I just follow them ..

no , I never get the nice feel before ..

somemore , them never think I'm the one ..

so , I also dont care lor .. no change , because I have no that ..

nevermind , I wont hate it again ..

just think , that is me ..

thank you !

FAF competition

♥

well , yesterday actually is my off day .. but just got competition ..

the first competition I join in mcd ..

haiz , actually I dont know also ... last time only know .. how come ?

well , then yesterday go mcd at 9 am ..

ready all go competition , aiya , kak hajar make up me ,thanks alot .. but not nice for me lar ..== but thanks alot also ..

we have 2 team , first , Loga and Jijie ..

Second is me and Deqwan ..

and thanks all the manager to help us at last min ..

finish all , we all sure go back to work alwhlie and waitiing the result ..

when waiting , actually I fell I will lose .. because I not do so best ..

but ...

I get it !

although only scoend , I also happy ..

thanks Deqwan too .. he help me so much too ..

and the first sure our store , my honey and Loga ... haha ..

so happy because first and second is our store ..

thanks so much ...

at last , sure take photo with all ..

lets see later ..

well , after that , work lor .. then back home to perpera go out with my bebes and teck and oc ..

we go eat pizza hut .. long time no eat , miss it so much ..

nice eat ..and me and J keep talk the old thing ..

school thing .. laugh so much ..

after that , sure go join oc , and went to taizi again ..

11.30pm I went my sweet home and sleep ..

and today , my off day .. ^^

Ps/ the oc is our oc , not that photo one .. XD

♥

my honey , jijie .. XD

store maneger and OC ..

♥

21 th Jan , my dad birthday , happy birthday to him ..

well , just a simple birthday , bought a cake to him and trust him eat ...

thanks abayah to borrow her car because I go leisure buy cake ..

thanks teck to fetch too ..

although got argue with my family , but I hope my dad will happy ..

♥

XOXO ♥

♥

18/01

Beloved Law birthday , we plan go celebrate that day ..

actually got abit late to plan , until that time only confirm go where ..

however , we never broken the promise ..

well , thanks Law to fetch .. as last , she is tired I know ..

we went to a place near by Look out point ..

that place to eat thai food , I dont know what name for the shop ..==

that is J bring we all go , too dark , cant see infront and behind .. however , lucky we went it ..

is a nice place , just because we too late , so cant see clearly ..

okay , time to order food ..

hmm ,I forgot what we order .. but not bad the food ..

after fully chat , fully ate , time to cut the cake ..

I bought a cake to her with all girl's ..

sure , gorli go with me together ..

a nice cake , a nice memorie ..

after cut the cake , share the cake , we went back to station one and yam cha ..

until 1am , I went my sweet home ..

hope Law will happy that day , althougt just 5 girl's to celebrate , but we have too many fun when cut the cake ...

♥

6 of us , happy birthday to Law ..

从新开始

心情很平静，很平静。

不去想多余的事情，自然什么都没有。

我想，这是从新开始的现象吧。

从新找工作，从新找朋友，从新认识你们。

你们到底有什么想法？我很想知道。

亲爱的J ， 请不要在乎任何的事情。

从新开始，对你，对谁都好。

亲爱的E ， 我们少了联络，多了份问题。

从新开始，认识我这个人。

亲爱的L ， 常联络的我们，请你不要再骗我。

从新开始， 认识你和我。

亲爱的LAW ， 虽然少了一起，但是感情还在。

从新开始， 我们要常联络。

亲爱的Y , 你去了哪里？大家都找不到你。我们之间，少了那么信任。

从新开始，我们找回那么信任，好吗？

亲爱的男生们 , 我们之前少了很多东西。

从新开始，找回这些失去的东西，你们觉得如何？

亲爱的17 ， 是否愿意回到过去，从新开始。

把过去的不开心，都抛在后头 ，不去回想。

你们，是否还愿意呢？

不知道什么时候，我们失去了联络。

我虽然难过，但是我什么都不能做。

回想过去，我们经历了很多事情。开心的，不开心的。

很多都是我们想不到的。

我们都太天真了，为了不让对方伤心，选择不说。

其实，问题出现的时候，我们就应该解决的。

算了吧，忘了吧。

最近的我，很忙。

忙于工作，忙于联络。

你们是否愿意联络我？

晚安　。

Late post

9-01 after work yam cha with law , gorli , joey , ling ...

went to pandan indah , went a cafe name black and white ..

well , food not so nice , but place nice ...

never think will go there again .. because food not really nice ..

after finish dinner , went back to station one ..

well , 17 at there too ... but just abit people ...

I never think will sit there , just because fey and fei hong and joey and ling ask we all go there ..

at last , I sit there and chat with them ...

just ask them how the life , any new life for them ..

just chat , untill 1 am ..

I went back my home and sleep , quite tired ...

really !

the next day , cant wake up to work on time ..

really tired ..

went to store , start work .. but going to do nothing also ..

finish work , back home ..

=X

simple post

这几天的心情很平静 ， 没有很大的起伏，只是多了一份担心。

担心以后的路要怎么走，担心自己的脾气会越来越坏。

说真的，很想念我的17。

可是，已经没有了。最近在fb聊得很火，真的不知道该做些什么他们才明白。

也许，不需要了。

谢谢一些还在乎我的朋友，最少，我不孤单。

谢谢一些已经不喜欢我的朋友，最少，我得到你们的安慰过。

不再想以前，人是要向前看，我珍惜现在的朋友。

更珍惜还和我联络的17 ，其中的一些。

现在每天都在工作，几乎没有任何时间来想其他东西。

还好，他们已经没有再工作了。

不然，那种莫名的愤怒，会再一次的涌上心头。

问题，总是在最后才会出现。

而我，没想过要告诉他们这些。让他们自己去发现，总好过我们说出口。

17 ， 是不是那么的讨厌我？

是不是那么得恨我？

我想知道，但是我害怕受伤。

我会再一次让你们看到我的部落格。

但是，也是最后一次，我让你们看我的部落格。

=X

settle ?!

this few day will going busy ..

busy working , busy hang out , busy busy ...

nothing will let me free ..

when I work the 20 hours on 31 dec ...

quite miss that time , I NEED COUNTDOWN ...

anyway , thanks alot who come and help me ...

gorli and sky and teck ..

thanks ..

but I really tired .. untill now .. headache too ..

dont know why ...

early morning , I perpare go work again ...

nothing to change before I found another job ...

MCD sould become my job as well ..

going to work ..

ciao

=)*

happy 2010 ..

what a nice year for me ..

a new year and the first day , I work 20 hours at mcd ..

==''

nice feel .. celebrate with teck and gorli .. XD

My plan no more .. now , headache ...

yesterday start work at 12 noon untill next day 8 am ...

crazy ~

going out to celebrate my 2010 ..

ciao

=(