Lolx !

dont know why this few day also cannot upload picture...
haiz...damm sien !
well , my picture need to wait lor...

today , the last day me and gorden training...
almost 3pm go neway sing K...
open 2 room...
1 is gorden and friend...
1 is mine and my friend...
sure...run 2 room ...damm tired...==''
and damm funny too...

yer...tomorrow will coming now~~
damm scare and scare...
hope I will do it my best...
JIA YOU , Gorden and Xian..~

shit !

today dont know why cannot upload picture...
damm shit....!
I have many picture need to upload now...
haiz...
then only tomorrow upload the picture give u all see lor...

yesterday at school took so many picture ...
wearing class-T and took it...
I will upload and u all can see..XD

today , I lazy go school...
because too tired ...
yesterday after school , stay back at school with gorden train song...
walao...damm paiseh...because some gorden friend's has over there...==
after that , go see doctor because NS problem...
sien~need go agian...==
haven yet settle...
well...
finish all that thing , back home time already 4pm...
then bath and rest alwhlie , go fetch student with my brother...
helping my dad to fetch...
lolx...damm no sleep and tired too...
finish all then thing and went home , keep rest and rest...
and today too tired so didnt school...XD

that's all for today and last night...

saturday is coming...
Gorden and Xian , JIA YOU JIA YOU ~~~~

sick ?!

这几天大家都好像生病了。
我和爸爸也是。
好难过 ， 现在 ， 头好痛。
好难过。
不知道能怎么样。
就是睡不着 ， 也没办法让自己睡着。
这种情况 ，老在不知道什么时候就发生了。
真的好难过。
不能睡觉的感觉 ， 很不好。


又要比赛了。
这次是决赛。
很紧张。
不知道结果会如何。
真希望为我们P class的争回一点面子。
好让大家知道 ， P class也有优秀的同学。
加油 ， 我和你。

few days ago

my class-T name...

draw this already have few days...

well...I like it so much...

thank's xiao lv and holin help me to draw it...

I really love it so...

but the Tee really so big....==

sien arh....~

today also nothing lor...

just exam only...

tomorrow also exam...

study hard , My friend's...

and today get my new lens ler...^^

thank's vivi help me to get it...

I like that colour so...

I will wear it late abit...

wait my picture ya...^^

good night and good bye , my friend's

post

I miss you so...

my dear...

some time

some time , I will try to forget all...
some time , when I need to put down all , all will come back...
some time , I have no change to anything...
some time , I hate myself...
some time , I hate YOU....


what can I do start form now?
I dont know...
we can play together , but , what u try to give me now?
I dont know...
maybe , You waiting a time and let me finish all...
maybe , You just want me come back ...
but , what are you thinking , I dont know...
really dont know...


just alwhile , I have a idea...
if I dont have now , what I can get it?
maybe , what I also cannot to get...
haha , funny thing...
well , I need to take care myself start form now...


You all must take care urself...
good night and good bye , my friend's...

funny

today , full day also...
well ...we have chat so many...
and , we have nothing form now...
but I still think about that...
maybe I worng so much...
I cant believe we can become like before...
Ya , we need time to go...

well , went home then sleep har...
mcd calling go meeting ...sien~
sure go lor...
after that , go leisure malll have our dinner with ling , joey , teck...
finish eating , pasar malam lor....
bought a pair of shoe back home...
haha...my working shoe...
damm like it...

well , teck was back first...
and we all join yee shin and stanely(spell worng..)...
go yam cha and play and hear song...
damm nice...
I can hear my song - You're not alone..for MJ..wahhhh...XD
finish hear , have a game also...
haha...
damm funny and funny...
untill I sakit perut...XD

that's will be my full day...
thank's alot for support...
Good Night and good bye my friend's...

I will believe the time...

don't know

I don't know what should I need to do now...
Let the time go okay?
I just hope all will become okay...
I didnt hope anything start form now..
I know what u said to me...
I understand what you mean to me...
I just need a time..
I believe time can make all become like before..
I told you already , I canno't like before already...
I just can say , we can be back friend's , we can play like before..
But , the feel , will become not like before...
I trust my time...
Give me time...
I need the time gone....











Damm no mood on this few day's...

累！

今天，没去学校。
原因是，肚子痛，想一个人静静。
起身后，什么也没做，
看看人们的部落格。
好像也没什么特别。


之后，打麻将。
昨天输了20多块，今天赢30多块。哈哈。
多谢我哥还有他女朋友呀。
在打麻将的过程，是很好笑的。
昨天也是这样。
笑到好累，好累。
几乎笑到忘了还有这些事情的发生。


没问题，一个人也可以很精彩。
好像，已经放弃了什么。
放弃了一起做朋友的定义。
觉得没必要，只觉得，再在一起，我很可笑。
算吧。
不要再问我为什么。
我不想说什么，什么都不想说。


歌唱比赛进了决赛。
要准备了。
很抱歉拖了你那么多天。
不管我有没有心情，我都会做到最好。


相信自己吧。
不要依赖了。


晚安，再见。

一个人的生活

正在适应一个人的生活。

不需要多余的安慰 ，

不需要多余的鼓励 ，

不需要多余的话题 。

我 ，可以选择一个人生活。

我相信自己 ，

也相信任何人 。

离开吧 ！

我不在乎了 ！

you always right

trust me...

I won't forgive any one start for now...

damm hurt and hurt...

dont try me..

damm no mood early moring untill now...

you will know why...

good night and good bye...

=(

Singing competition & Bon Ordori

well..18/07 (Sat) my school singing competition...
I got join that...and I dont have in final for myself...BUT...
Me and Gorden Got IN FINAL.....WAHOOOOOOOO~~~~~
damm happy when know can in final...XD
me and gorden crazy lar...~~~
well...early moring 7.15 am go school untill 1pm only finish...damm tired lar...
and go yamcha with my geng...thanks you all come and support me...haha...
after yamcha , back home and ready go Bon Ordori...
damm tired & tired...okay..

Lets talk with picture...

the day my look...damm lar...==
night Bon Ordori

afternoon Bon Ordori

well...after that...

we reach the place already 5 or 6 pm some thing...I also dont know lar...

then go in and find some thing to eat...

damm expensive the all thing...

but , nevermind lar... 1 time also can de...
well...we all walk and walk and walk....

sit and took picture...

I didnt took it...because I need TOILET on that time...

so so so need it...==

well...

about 9.15 pm some thing , back to carpark...

and...start our crazy party in the carpark...XD

okay...got some was inside the car took it..and going to the place..Bon Ordori..

well...after crazy play , back to MyDin and yamcha agian...

about 10.45pm back home lor...because I damm tired on that time...

back home , bath and sleep..

untill next day..

19/07

wake up and go work lor...==

nothing also...

but today all people mood damm bad...

and me also...

well...

dont know how lar...

then back home and take picture with ms . V

that's all for today and yesterday...

Good night and Good bye my Friend's...

加油吧 ！

各位，我的死期到了。

超紧张的。不过，谢谢你们的支持。

虽然会带来压力。

不过我会做到最好的。

明天，过了明天，我会比较轻松的。

有点不习惯。

和她回到以前那样，真的。不习惯。

不过，很快会适应的。

希望她也是。

谢谢她的这两天的蜜糖水。

虽然冲得不是很甜，不过很谢谢她。

谢谢所有支持我的朋友们。

朋友们，明天加油吧！

要相信自己做到的。

我也是！

我们之间的信仰

kena tipu ! ! !

last night , go mcd to took my salary agian...
well , kene tipu ...
why?because them have a meeting..for all mcd CREW..
well..we sure dont know and when we all reach there only know need to join them..haiz..==
nevermind , just play ourself...
well , get some picture too...




p/s : the mihon so nice...XD

have a game ... the MAMI
all mcd CREW
teck , abang Dan , kent , jijie , I dont know what name of the guy(sry)..XD

my buddy

all chinese inside taman connaught MCD

a New guy form MCD..XD

well...we also dont know the meeting so late only finish it...

damm sien...

11.30pm some thing went home and sleep ...

dont know why my body so pain on yesterday noon and night...

pain untill I cant sleep...

damm crazy...

some time will become like that ...

dont know what can I do it now...==

well...sat will come soon....

dont know how to say out my feeling...

damm lar...

hope pass and in final then okay lar...

haha...

friend's , gambateh ler...

Suck ! ! !

finish school went home bath and eat...
waiting qin come and fetch me go out ..
untill 4 pm only went my house ..we take LRT go The Mall...
went there , go PWTC ...but...cannot go in...SUCK ! ! !
well...cannot go in then go The Mall shopping...
nothing to buy also...
almost 6pm++ went to tasik and go gaint eat pizza hut...
nice okay?..XD

ready go gaint ...

well...go eat pizza and when waiting took some photo also...

chat so much with qin...

maybe I have a bad bad mood too...

after that , go gaint and see some thing...

nothing to buy also...

then back home lor...

thank's my dear qin...I love You so...XD

The Last Give You

Good night and good bye my friend's...

比赛换歌-勇气

tired day

yesterday when finish work , go leisure mall with ms.yan..
because she want to buy some thing to give her boy...
well...went home time already 6pm++
sure , rest 15 min some thing , go ready to BBQ...


happy 21st brithday to my brother...

see my shit face..==
johnson baby...XD

RuRu and JohnSon..I like this because RuRu so cute..XD

blur~~

when start the BBQ and steamboat

see what Ping doing there..XD

our food ~

about 11pm++ , ready to cut the cake...

before cut the cake , took so many picture...

but I just put some on here...

Lazy okay?==

family

all aunte , uncle and my family too..

I busy to cut the cake...XD

almost 1 am only sleep...

sure , today sure tired and tired...

lucky no teacher come..

I keep sleep inside the class room..XD

well...that' all for today and yesterday...

damm tired tired tired...

you're not alone

I'm okay

well...
today sure normal working day...
went to mcd time was 12pm..
but today very very tired...why?
because has many thing JAM...
make me too angry and too no mood...==

after work , ms.Yan find me go yam cha and chat many thing...
I know we can be back best friend...
maybe , we need so many time to do it...
but , I think we can do it and we can make it more good then before...
well...
I has many idea for all ...
and I told her , she have a some idea with me...
nevermind , I trying to dont care every thing...

anyway , we can be back like before and more good then before...
I love You too my girl...

that's all for today...
Good night and Good bye , my friend's...

thank's alot !

Sound Die

well..today was friday...
some classmeet wearing class-T go school...
sure...we have took some photo...
lets talk with photo...

See the LOKE HAN KEONG...XD

mr.HY

mr.KW, where u see?

dont know what happen already...XD

sure...this so nice...XD

another's classmeet...down's that ,I dont know why my face like that...==

mr . KW

nice take..XD

after school , go sang K with Garden and Yan..

because me and Garden got 歌唱比赛 at next sat...XD

we can do it...yahoo...

well...just went my sweet home...and my sound was die...

no sound now...==

nevermind... tomorrow will be okay...XD

okay...that's all for today...

Good night and good bye my friend's...

Last...guess who izzit..XD

公平与不公平

公平与不公平之间，相差的到底是什么？
我想了很久，想了很多，还是不知道。
那么，什么叫做家？我也不知道。
这两个词，我探索了很久，很久，还是不知道。

曾经，我恨过这个家。
曾经，我怀疑自己不是这家的一分子。
曾经，和她吵过‘你偏心吧！反正我都看得出来了。’
曾经，还是和她吵过‘为什么每次犯错，哪一个人就一定是我？’
很多的曾经，让我打从心里开始对她产生了恨。
没有真正的恨，只是不公平罢了。
我比他会想，我知道什么我要，什么我不要。
我是一个女生，偶尔向你们撒娇，要你们买东西给我，那很正常，不是吗？
一次又一次的拒绝，一次又一次的容忍，我都无所谓。

从小到现在，你何尝不是对他特别的好。
不管他有没有工作，你还是不选择责骂他。
换作是我，你是否会这样对我？
不管我怎么努力都好，在你眼里，是否我真的和他就不一样呢？
不知道，也不明瞭。

虽然现在说不上很努力的赚钱，但是最少，自己赚，自己花。
尽量都不和你们拿了。
我不知道我还能怎么样。
我是这个家的一份子，
我没有恨你们。
我让自己觉得，身在这家，我很幸福。
幸福的很过分。
但求你们对我好一点，不要让我觉得不公平。
我才十八岁，我乱想东西的几率，很高的。
我不要求什么，但愿你们可以分清是非黑白，对我公平些。

我需要的不是多余的安慰，
我需要的，是你们对我做出的公平。

公平一点吧！

lazy

I become more Lazy start from dont know when...
huh , I hope can change it...
study hard to get my SPM good reslt...
but , when I take the book up , I feel boring and boring...==
and my undang test...more lazy go read the undang book...
however , who can help me now ? ? ?
I scare if still like that , I will become a lazy and lazy fat women..
damm dont know what can do now...
I scare...really scare it...
help me start from now...

I need You come back now...

alone?!

Dont know what feel now...
alone or other?
I dont know..
just feel sad and sad...

some time , feel back agian..
dont know why will become like that...
I just hope I can enjoy it..
but , I cant...
some time U will say is too far...
but , for another is not too far...huh..
I also dont know what can I do...

better I dont want that...
more good for me , for U all...
it's right?
dont know..
better U all think it..

I'm not okay

紧张

终于，还是报名参加了学校的歌唱比赛。

当然，是超级紧张。不知道该怎么办。

正在找些方法舒解压力。

又是失眠的一天。

压力，紧张，什么都来，怎样也睡不到。

真得很想放弃这种生活。

随便吧，无所谓。

祝我成功！

闷

今天特别累，起得很迟。
加上爸爸不在家，所以今天工作，迟到！
当然，taxi是一个很好的选择。
还好有钱，不然就惨咯。
当然，迟了十五分钟。==
也白做了十五分钟给他们。
无聊！
没什么，回到家，冲凉了，睡觉。
又闷又累。
明天，新的一天。

突然想起你。

累！

下班后，就和兄弟姐妹们打机。
打完后，马上回家赶下一场。
累！
回到家，洗个澡就出去了。
庆祝B & L 的生日。
祝你们生日快乐咯！

那是 B 。

他被我们玩得很惨。

而L早在我们吃完火锅后就去女朋友家了。

然后我们就赶到另外一个地方咯。

差不多11.30pm++，我们就回家咯。

我最后回家，就和勤去喝茶，聊天。

因为也没什么聊到天。聊了很多。

12.30am++就回家咯。

今天，累！

我还会想你。